Wednesday, January 14, 2009

I know in theory....


Hi! So as some of you may know my biggest dream is to get married some day and have a family, but sometimes when everything is quiet and I think about my life, I can't hel wondering if some day I will find my soulmate or if I'm destinate to be alone.
For me getting married is soooo important, and I don't know really why, I guess is because my parents hae a wonderfull marriage and so my grandparents and is something I see myself doing in a few years, however it happens that I'm the only one in my classroom who had never had a boyfriend or any or the thing a boyfriend means, and I'm the one who is more interest in a relationship, a part of me see the good side, you know if I was like most of my friends now I would be regretting relationships I had in sixth grade but another part of me thinks that if I was like most of friends I would be over it, and be more secure about future relationships or whatever.
Deep inside I know that when I grow up and stop beign "girlfriend material" and begin beign "Wife material" I have advantage, because well all my friends may have been girlfriends with the boys we go out or whatever...The thing is now I see myself and everyone else sees me as the one who will get married and hae a family and be all Bree Van de Kamp like, I'm prepared for that but certanly I'm not prepared for spend the rest of my life alone, I had never been alone in my whole life, I'm a twin! so not even when I was an unborn baby.
This is something I think about every day, is not that I'm the only girl who fears this, I have friends in my exact same position...But still I can't help worry about it.
Is curious how girls that aren't interest in a marriage or a serious relationship had have tons of realtionships, when they know they aren't going anywhere, while girls as me and my friends who are interest on that haven't been in a relationship.
Maybe it is because we're all waiting for our Prince charming, while everyone else know they don't want that they just want fun.
I don't know! Tell me what you think
XOXO
Tatis

3 comments:

Gossip said...

Hey!, I loved your post.. it is too cute. Well.. right now I can't give you an advise because as you might now.. I broke up with my boyfriend, but, I can give you my point of view. I think.. that you are too young to be thinking about marrige.. but it is awesome that you have some expectations about your romantic life. Having fun is what a teenager should do and it means trying different things because after you're 30 or less, your serious life begin and it wont end till you die, same as your marrige. For me.. marrige is a huge thing.. so I always try to meet new guys and chose the right one for me.. I never pick the first one I met.. because there could be more better guys outside.

Love, Gossip

Gossip said...

Oh well.. it is good that you liked my comment haha..

Love, Gossip

Roxy Motion said...

that's noble. i think maybe everyone wonders who their soulmate is... if they know them already or what not...