Saturday, August 15, 2009

Big City. Big Dreams!

Hi! I haven't post in a while I know:( sorry.
Last tuesday I had my very last first day of school it wasn't as exiting as I imagined, but being in 11th grade is totaly different for 10th grade, we have more attencion in some things while academic attencion and special treatment for beign the first IB prom seems to disappear, anywany I missed school on friday cuz I have a terrible cold:(...But on thursday during my typicall ride in the school bus I realized that my city is the place were a lot of people put their dreams, beign in different cities of my country make me realize that the fact that my city is the bigger and the capital of the country makes it, the dream land for so many people out there wich dream about make it into the big city, however some of my dreams are in my city practically my dreams are more in other countries than here, but the thougth of me as the girl who lived so many dreams of other people I don't even know make me realize how lucky I am, I born in a great city in a great country and if I stay here in the future the chances of making my dream come true are pretty high. Is just a wreid thougth, and make me wonder about me and my dreams, I mean I'm already living a dream, living a life that many people dream about and probably never been able to get, is just wreid.
Anyway passing my wreid thougths and phillosopical stuff, I have a little tiny tip for you hair, I am an expert whith hair tratments cuz I had used a lot, I love my hair and me being a perfectionist I iron it in a daily basis, so I use a lot of products so my hair doesn't get all the damge but sometimes all this products make my hair look like crap and even when I wash it I have the feeling that is still dirty so my advice to those who have bad hair days due to the quantity of treatments they use is simple use vinager, yes vinager, wash you hair normally and just after you wash out your conditioner spray some vinager in your hair or just pour a little and then wash it out with more water I had try this a hundred times and I gurantee it works! also it makes your hair looks shiny and is more soft!! I got tis tip from Jaclyn Smith from Sheer Genious and I love it!

Tuesday, August 4, 2009


Hi! So today officially start my last week of vacations, I have still so homework I haven't done cuz I've been busy resting;), the thing is on saturday I start a new art project but haven't ended yet and I'm starting to get stressed, but defenetly the thing that stress me more is this idea my mom have, the thing is one of her friends is taking her daugther to my school and one of them is entering to 10th grade, so my mom think it was a good idea that she came to my house (tomorrow) so I can teach her how to do art's logbook and how to do it rigth in the IB program, the thing is 1. I don't really want to, cuz nobody told me how to do it, I cry a lot during 10th grade and the result of all my stress and my organization and my obsession to do more things than I'm asked to I ended up beign the best in my art classroom and not failing any subject, in the back on my head I know I should be a nice girl and help her but in my mind is the fact that I do it on my own and I hink everybody should do it too, I've learn so many things about myself in 10th grade and I really think I had grown up a lot, I'm more independ and confident and I discover the real me and how to show it to the world without worrying about what everybody think of me, and the truth is art class has help me througth the process, the other thing is that I'm really competitive and when I do something really good (as my art's prejects and logbook) I'm really carefull because I don't want people copying me I really don't all my effort and all my stress is really to get results for me (I know how selfish that sounds) but is true I see absolutly no point on having all this if the result are for other one and that really piss me off, it most be the thing I hate the most. 2. I do not know this girl and my mom expect me to spent a whole summer vacation- almost over afternoo explain her how 10th grade works, yeah rigth as if I haven't spendt two entire months trying to foget how horrible and stressfull 10th grade is (you know the academic part), because I really want to have anticipation for 11th grade I want to want the first day and the fact that I'm not there yet freaks me out. Idk! I'm just so confused and I really want to get my project done before weekend so I can have three days for getting really for back to school, maybe I'm just putting and excuse for not open myself to a new girl, but really the last time one of my mom´s friends enetr her daugther to my school the girl lasts like a year on the school and all my friend kind-of hate her, and there I was in the middle of them trying not to be cruel. Maybe the girl torn out to be great but Idk, I'm insecure about it and I defenitly don't want to share my art secrets with someone I barely know!
Idk! Help me out!