Wednesday, January 14, 2009

I know in theory....

Hi! So as some of you may know my biggest dream is to get married some day and have a family, but sometimes when everything is quiet and I think about my life, I can't hel wondering if some day I will find my soulmate or if I'm destinate to be alone.
For me getting married is soooo important, and I don't know really why, I guess is because my parents hae a wonderfull marriage and so my grandparents and is something I see myself doing in a few years, however it happens that I'm the only one in my classroom who had never had a boyfriend or any or the thing a boyfriend means, and I'm the one who is more interest in a relationship, a part of me see the good side, you know if I was like most of my friends now I would be regretting relationships I had in sixth grade but another part of me thinks that if I was like most of friends I would be over it, and be more secure about future relationships or whatever.
Deep inside I know that when I grow up and stop beign "girlfriend material" and begin beign "Wife material" I have advantage, because well all my friends may have been girlfriends with the boys we go out or whatever...The thing is now I see myself and everyone else sees me as the one who will get married and hae a family and be all Bree Van de Kamp like, I'm prepared for that but certanly I'm not prepared for spend the rest of my life alone, I had never been alone in my whole life, I'm a twin! so not even when I was an unborn baby.
This is something I think about every day, is not that I'm the only girl who fears this, I have friends in my exact same position...But still I can't help worry about it.
Is curious how girls that aren't interest in a marriage or a serious relationship had have tons of realtionships, when they know they aren't going anywhere, while girls as me and my friends who are interest on that haven't been in a relationship.
Maybe it is because we're all waiting for our Prince charming, while everyone else know they don't want that they just want fun.
I don't know! Tell me what you think

Sunday, January 11, 2009

I guess this is my vacations...

So, I had been busy lately, I haven't been able to fix my blog :S, everytime I try it just get worse, so I'm keep it simple for now, even if thats not so me., but whatever, I'm going througth this stage in wich I'm not very interest on post on blog.
Actually I'm just doing homework, in vacations yes. I mean is not like real homework, I'm actually doing again something I already did, is just that I'm not happy with my art logbook and since is supposed to be my image and some day it will travel arround the world thanks to IB, I get obsess with improving it, so for the last week or so I been finding images and quotes for it and working on picnik, so hopefully by tomorrow or tuesday the images will be done and I will go and print them near my home (in case you are wondering I do own a printer but it only print black and white), also I'm making my logbook look awesome, like "the book" on the devil wears prada, or similar, when that is done I will write in it.
So yesterday I went to the mall with my mom to watch "Bedtime stories" and walk arround, and the thing is that about 2 weeks ago I bougth this amazing bag in Nine west, wich cost me 100 dollars, and I spend some of my "London trip" saving on it, and kind of told my parents I wasn't going to buy anything else until I'm in London, but yesteday I enter to this store in my country call "Mario Hernandez" a kind of colombian Louis Vuitton, well similar, an see an amazing handbag and I want it!!!!!! Because the Nine west one is like for the laptop (I was using it for school hehe) but is to laptop-ish, so I need a new one for school rigth?.... Is not that my school bag is not good, actually is great is a jiraffe print one like the Dooney and Burke, and I just remember I have a Ralph Lauren one that I bring home from United States, and a white one with polka dots...But bags are my favorite thing in the whole world and you can't have to many bags rigth??...Also my friends know me for having handbag-like bags for scholl instead of just a backpack like evryone else....
Still I'm not 100% sure, I think I'm getting a new one:P

Tuesday, January 6, 2009


Hi! You can't belive what just happend to my blog!!!!
I open it, and it was like an error page, I couldn't see it, then when I try to change the template for a new one from different web pages, it dosen't work!!!
So I'm using classic Blogger templates until I found the problem!
Because of this I lost my tagboard and everything! I just so sad about it! I have no idea this could ever happen!

Friday, January 2, 2009

Happy New Year!

Hi! Happy New Year, I hope you had a great time!
So is one year since I fisrts started my blog, 2008 was a kind of hard year for me as have you may notice, but is over now and I hope this year bring me new things, good things! Fisrt year blogging was awesome, I made so much new friend and found so many thing, I'm glad to have this blog! and I'm glad I have followers, another year to come! So exepect more post from me!